Sweet

Oooo this new layout is kinda cool...

I stumbled upon that picture with the flowers and that quote. I think it's beautiful. It's almost a perfect motivator for me. Ive always accepted failure. I've always accepted that I was a failure. And why? For what? Attention, pity, love? All of the things I didn't think I could receive or deserved. That's really sad. I've loved and have been loved, more than I'll ever know. It's just been a continuous cycle of breaking myself down so others would build me up higher, just so I could throw it in their face and tear myself down even more. That sounds really over-dramatic and it's not bad as it seems but it was still bad enough to make me who I've become. Well anyway, enough with that pathetic "woe is me, here is why I'm a horrible person" rubbish.

The quote makes me feel like I should be doing everything I told myself I couldn't do. Cliche? Yes. True? Hell yes. Sometimes it just takes other people's words to start the change.



"I'm the cold when it rains"