The sunshine and the ocean waves

Sometimes I just get so god damned homesick, even though I've lived here for so many years. It's just still in my mind, life back then. But then I think about all of the things that have happened to me here, good and bad. The people I've met, the places I've been, the things I've seen, the friends I love. I just miss it though. And I get so pissed off, but why? There's no reason for it. I have all of the feelings of beauty and warmth and safety in her. She brings out the best feelings in me. She is the sunshine. She is the ocean. She makes me so happy. I'll always miss home, but for now I have to remember that there are people who make this place more like home every day.