"Everyday is Doomsday"

The new AP song...

"It's so hard to wake up
When your blankets feel like they're made out of stone
I try to put my feet on the floor
But my carpet's turning into an ocean

All my time is spent indoors
And my walls
They shout and scream in the nighttime
Oh god I just need a good nights sleep

Why can't I just wake up?
I need to break free from the chains I put here on my own
Why can't I just wake up?
And shake off the dust I've been tossing and turning all night

I gotta wake up
'Cause it does me no good
To lay in this bed
And wait for the sun to reach me

So I slowly start to open up the blinds
And reach for the light
Open up the blinds
I reach for the light
To let the sunshine in

But I still get trapped wondering
About her life and what it'll bring
Though it tears me apart
I can't stop thinking about
Where she goes
And where she's been
And who's been sleeping in her bed..."

Addison Park-Everyday is Doomsday

A little late at night I'm afraid

"It's that time of year
Where the grass stops growing
When the snow starts falling
When the days get shorter
And the whiskey starts flowing

And my bed gets smaller
And I'd like you to be here
Because it's starting to look like last year..."

Love as a second language

Dudes, it's not that hard. You gotta treat your girl right. I'm not saying, and obviously I'm not, the most successful in this department, but jesus, it's not that hard. I'm definitely going to elaborate on this when it isn't three in the morning.


And now it's three in the morning...again. So all I can say is that, sometimes, and this is gonna sound weird, but you have to put aside your pride and your wants and commit yourself to what your partner wants. Again, this sounds kind of odd...fuck it it's too late again.

What can I compare you to, when everything looks like you?
I get a bit confused every spring
Flowers that bloom your eyes, hummingbirds side by side
My heart won't stay entirely in this rib caging...

Wow, after reading my blog I kept six years ago, I wish I could go back in time and kick myself in my own ass.

"Maybe this is one more storm to brave. And maybe we'll make it out, maybe we won't. But for you, it's always worth it. Being with you will always be worth any price or any pain or any thing."

More dreams.

Hmmmm I'm still wide awake. My sleep schedule has been a little off these past few weeks. I need to lay of the Whiskey.

I still wake up on only one side of the bed. As if you were next to me the whole night. I wake up in a position that I imagine would be the same as if you were next to me the whole night.

The new Sara Bareilles is blowing my mind.