The never ending battle of my dreams and my reality...

It feels these days as if I'm at the same point I've been before a thousand times. My dreams and my emotions hold dominance over my common sense. I feel I should do the things that make sense to do, but I find my head and heart want more. I just don't know how to get there sometimes. It's like knowing you should use a lamp when it's 2 O'clock in the morning, but feeling like you could cause the sun to rise a little earlier, but I guess I'll write more later.

And "Inception" was incredible

And you make me smile so much it's crazy...

When dreams wake me up...

Baby, why can't we sleep?
At least with all this aching in my bones
I can't take the cold side of this bed

The water is still in my head
And the sun is still in my eyes
And it's crashing into my dreams

And I know we're scared
And no one really knows
But let's just hold on
And see where this goes

Paths won't clear
If you don't walk them

Fuck what other people say. At the end of it all, it's what's inside your head and your heart that matters.

Storms

So maybe I've already been here before. Maybe I've said these words before, always too soon and never with the right meaning I have in my mind, where they started from. Even now as I ramble about some words that I have perfectly constructed into a picture in my head, it comes out as a mess. Maybe it's because I'm just so excited to share what I've thought about. Maybe I try too hard without keeping my feet on the ground. Maybe I should think of things differently sometimes. Because maybe real life isn't like the world I day-dream in sometimes. Maybe other people have tried what we are trying and failed. Maybe they didn't believe in it strongly enough. Maybe they did, and it just didn't work. Sometimes it happens. And maybe I'm always a little too serious. Well, I know I'm too serious sometimes. So let me be serious one last time, at least for a while. Maybe this is all crazy. But maybe we can be happy. Maybe this is what it takes sometimes. Maybe this is what they write stories about, movies about. Maybe this is the story grandparents tell to their grandkids about how this all used to be. I hope so. Maybe this is one more storm to brave. And maybe we'll make it out, maybe we won't. But for you, it's always worth it. Being with you will always be worth any price or any pain or any thing. Alright, enough of that.

I have to float back down to the earth once in awhile, I get too caught up looking at how beautiful the sky is. But I think sometimes, it's nice to look at life that way, like nothing bad is going to happen because from where you're standing, everything in life is just gorgeous. We all need a little light like that sometimes. So I promise to keep my feet on the ground while I look at the sky if you promise to spend a little time with me in the clouds...